I am here. Big deal!

I am in not a very good state of mind. I do not know why. I am a bit agitated, depressed, sad, and angry. Because of the way I feel now, I do not want to go anywhere next week. The thought of this bothers me right now. Being cooped up in my house is not helping things either. Sometimes I want to get out of here perhaps on some day trip. Right now I just feel like staying indoors. This mood change happened quickly. I have this trapped feeling, that something is going wrong. I have food, but for some reason I feel that I do not have anything to eat. Helpessness. Agitation. I cannot do anything about this. I am not happy over anything. I am trapped in a bad place. I am getting agitated over things that would normally be manageable of actually no big deal to me. I feel intimidated at handling anything in my life right now.