I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for your comments. I journaled a lot last night trying to figure out why some memories may be missing, what I was hoping to find in the past, why, etc. Mostly just nonsense came out but there were some feelings that surfaced too. Not sure what it all really means but, its a start.

Between this thread, journaling, and watching 10 Items or Less I feel a lot better today so---I must have released something. I really like Morgan Freeman.

I just wanted to say Thanks to everyone.