What can be done? Had I been born to a better family, I wouldn't be disabled at this young age. I would have been an able-bodied person. All hope is lost for me, to ever socialize (go to a restaurant with friends riding a 350cc bike, wearing sunglasses with styled hair) or ever achieve anything in my academic life (earning a doctoral degree for the betterment of the whole mankind? I am sorry but you cannot do that either.)

I really wonder why I am born. It isn't gonna be like a newspaper article where the author eventually discovers his purpose in life. I wanted to be a medical man, a savior, but unfortunately will anything but him.