My feeling right now is like giving up, though I won't. I feel like, even though I feel like crap most days, I must put up a facade of OK-ness. want to find others feeling down also. but don't know how now. again, I have to put up a front. pretending......every day pretending I'm OK.....go to work, be a good citizen.....but it just ain't me. I feel bad, anxious.....all the time. yes, I know it's my responsibility to address it because its my life......we'll see how it goes.....thanks for being here.