I want to testify that losing everything is painful but eventually that pain fades. I’m almost 100% empty, thankfully! Almost deleted. I grew up pentecostal christian, telling everyone in high school & everywhere about Jesus. Poor me. Lost that bad religion in mid high school due to truth seeking. I followed dozens of different teachings. To name a few, rosicrucian, eastern teachings, catholic, baptist, mormon, various small groups. All gone except my own beliefs thanks to Truth Seeking! For me truth only means trying to make sense of things, and science is the best tool, but I value personal evidence just as much as mainstream/global evidence.

I was afraid of death but that’s fading. It will be nice to never feel pain again. It’s wishful thinking to believe you'll one day be happy for eternity, heaven. Sorry People will say, "Just let then believe what they want. Don't destroy their hope." I used to believe that. They can believe whatever they want. I'm not forcing anything, but I'll offer to pull their thorn if they wish. Their hope will be crushed, and that lifetime of believing believing believing hoping hoping hoping builds up like a locomotive. That moment in this life or the afterlife, when they learn it was all man-made, a lie, they'll be crushed.

Reality is endless cycles of ups & downs. Don’t feel bad because I can testify that after a while the pain of emptiness fades, slowly, and there will be a moment in your existent when you will be no more.

If anyone has some knowledge on how to quickly become deleted then please let me know.