I said pee and shyt room to act out my frustration.

During my last few weeks at Sam’s, I felt especially empty, like there’s no point to life. I felt like no one gave a damn. Even during my last day, I was still thinking and talking about that fast food supervisor to friends and family.

Before March, I would screw around and be funny everywhere else EXCEPT Sam’s. When I took a seasonal retail job, a coworker asked me which job I liked better. I said the seasonal retail job bc I get more leeway to screw around. It’s only when I was traumatized by the threat of restraining order that I started screwing around and generally behaved badly at Sam’s. I basically undone my supervisor’s impression that I improved and behaved professionally.

If I found a second job to replace that fast food joint, I woulda put that fast food joint behind me, just like I did at seasonal retail position. However I never got called back after my interviews.

I lost my voice due to mental breakdown in March and never regained in for the rest of my time at Sam’s. I only recently regained it at McDonald’s bc of fresh start. That also played a big part in my acting out at Sam’s.