I'm sorry.

I've debated what else to say. Decided to tell you my debate.
If I say anything about how I'm really, really not doing well... then there will be those here that take anything I say along those lines as "excuses" and not owning up to what "I've caused" here. If I ony say," I'm sorry" without any reasoning, then there will those here who think I'm being disingenuous.

I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused, past and present.