I feel bad now for being so harsh on his sadness....I was angry when I had first posted this, but I don't want his sadness to allow him to not move on with life and continue supporting his family....we all are depending on him to do it. My Ma's putting a lot of pressure on me to push him out the door, but I'm beginning to think my Mom's stupid (not really, just stupid to this situation...coming from a woman who has 16 jobs this year).