Today I felt okay for the first half of the day, and excited about accepting a new job. The second half I am feeling mostly just apathetic, bored, flat and a little depressed like why bother, but not really sad. I don't feel much of anything, and don't see the point. I am mildly irritable still. I hope this is just being somewhat depressed and more stable, and not what I am expected to feel like when euthymic. I can tolerate temporarily, but it doesn't feel good, and I don't imagine I want to stay on the Lamictal if this is it working. :/
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