I went in the basement where my sisters hamster has been forced to stay since we moved. My sister (11) decided she doesnt want her anymore and my mom asked me if i wanted it but see my hamster Noelle died because she had a tummor and i was upset as lame as that sounds (some of you probably remember me last year crying about this lol) so i was like no i dont want her.. well its been about 6 months since she has been abandoned to the basement and i felt terrible tonight (im having a terrible day/night) and i was thinking about how everything my parents do to me that i didnt ask for or want and how bad it makes me feel and how i dont deserve it and you know what the hamster doesnt deserve to receive no love either. So i just spent 2 hours cleaning her cage and put her in her ball and i put her in my room now and i am thinking of names for her
what do you think about buddha?

sorry for this weirdish/random post