How much I relate to this is scary. I've felt it to be my duty for so long, and still do. It's a constant war in my head of "Why fight it?" At one point I was pretty convinced I broke this dimension and in doing so caused the one's I loved pain. Then it became a problem when I came on here, I thought I caused everyone's pain and anguish. It was all my fault. In retrospect, it was my feeling of "destined duty" manifested into delusion. Still, the feelings are there, my "duty" still exists. I hate it. Until this thread, I thought I was the only one who felt it my duty to do it.