I haven't come here for awhile but I'm having an especially hard time and the only advice I get from my aunt is "accept your reality". Well my reality sucks. I had a recent hospitalization and they changed my main meds from Depakote, Latuda and Trazadone to Depakote and Seroquel. After the med change I spiralled into a severe depression. My reality involves just loosing a job I desperately needed, fighting with SSI to keep it now since they think I don't need it since I tried to work, husband desperately ill and going to several Drs appointments a week and has surgery next week, we're being evicted from our home, we are sometimes short on food, house we are in now is currently infested with fleas and bedbugs and we can't afford to get rid of them, family no support and just wants to fight with me, etc... I am an intelligent individual with a college degree and lots of experience and I should be doing much better off than I am now but bp has me stuck well below the poverty line... Me and my husband are contacting every single agency we can think of for help with little response... What do we do?