My bipolar ex finally apologized after 3 months. I accepted his apology and told him all is forgiven. The breakup was brutal. We lived together but it was his house, So he kicked me out during a mixed episode telling me he doesn't love me anymore and other hateful name calling. It was a incredibly stressful and emotionally taxing time, I was angry for a long time because I was the one that had to suffer the consequences of his actions and I was heartbroken. We met for coffee last night, and it was almost as if he we had never been apart. He seemed in good spirits and mentioned his medication has been tweaked/changed. There was no tension in the air, as I meant the forgiveness, and tried to put myself in his shoes and understand what he has to battle with this disorder. We have always had rather perfect chemistry as we are 2 quirky weirdos that get each other.. It was bittersweet because I realized I still deeply care for him, and that may never go away. It was good to see him well. Nothing may come from this and it probably wont. Who knows.