Well I wasn't encouraged to interact with children of my age either. My mom would ignore my friends when they came to visit me and they stopped coming. As a result I didn't learn to socialize much and ended up not having any friend.

I am sorry this happened to you. I know what not having friends can do to your life.
I am having hard time socializing but I think the future will hold a better tomorrow. If of course I enter med school. My mom thinks that friends will have a bad influence on me, so she doesn't approve any of my friends coming home... it's painful, she doesn't understand you need friends for good mental as well as physical health.


Don't worry about your handwriting. Many doctors have a terrible handwriting as well and it's ok to fill out forms with terrible handwriting.

I'll try to control my anxiety. But it won't yield perfect results.


I wasn't in a relationship from mid 2005-2017 end....over 12yrs....So there's still time for you to find someone.

That is assuming, I live to be of your age.

You wan't to be in a relationship but you don't want to marry? hmmm. I want to live-in with my bf for sometime before we marry but I would still love to get married to him. Btw never think about committing suicide. Stay strong...the future may have loads of nice things in store for you.


It's my personal opinion and I believe marrying would lead to only worsened life. I wouldn't want that...