Hi Silversparrow,
Hang in there. You are brave. I know how hard it can be, especially going to school and going through all these symptoms. Have you seen a phychiatrist yet? I think that would be your bet or tell your doctor what you are going through. As for college, I think most colleges help people who have mental issues. Perhaps you could tell a guidance counsellor what you are going through and see if they can do anything to help you out. I hope that helps you in some way.