(((((court)))))
take care of you, and remember that you are not the adult in this family, you are the child and are not responsible for any of their fights or for being strong for everyone afterwards. It sounds like no matter how bad things might be at home, or how much your mum appears to need you right now, you need her. And how upset would she be if things went waaay downhill for you and she hadn't known coz you were trying to 'protect' her?
xxx