So I've been having hallucinations a lot lately... and apparently some paranoid delusions according to my therapist.

We talked today about some of my visual/auditory hallucinations and I explained what they were like. My therapist said, "It's okay. Sometimes people get these things, but you have a re-evaluation soon. Hopefully that re-evaluation will shed some light on what's going on, especially with the visual hallucinations." Then she proceeded to say that one of her bipolar clients 10 years ago had an eyeball for a visual hallucination. She said the eye was sometimes floating in the air--looking the person and blinking.

I couldn't stop laughing. "I guess you can say they had b-eye-polar."

She didn't laugh. Now I feel a little guilty. At least I admitted that I've seen just as freaky things, such as a blurry woman in my bedroom doorway staring down at me as I sat in bed. But no, not b-eye-polar.