not at all, Child~! i'm glad you could get it all out, and shared~ "a trouble shared is a trouble halved"..... environmental stressors DO make everything (feel) worse~! have you checked out the 'coping skills post i made ?? i'll give you the link here:

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also, as a 'newly diagnosed' diabetes person, you might want to join our Diabetes Support thread.... some good information, and smart folks there, to help answer the questions you didn't know to ask (and your doc never offered~!)

maybe your mother is a blessing, sent to keep you out and about ? i dunno, i've become a hermit, developed severe agoraphobia, and am generally just moldering. i truly wish you could find your own apartment, if that is what you want~!

best wishes~
Gus

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