I want to clarify my statement: "how do you expect someone to love you or even care when the only thing you are willing to do with your life is ***** and lay in bed?"
It is not meant as just something I said to be mean. I said it because when you are so busy *****ing about life you are too busy to notice anything good or to do anything good for that matter. When you get out of bed in a couple weeks nothing will have changed except you are hungry and feeling crappy because you haven't taken care of yourself.
You need to take care of you. You have a choice on what your life is and how you react to things. No one is gonna hold your hand or offer you a magic pill or make everything easy. That's just not life. Everyone struggles. Alot of people struggle alone. If your lucky you have a friend or someone to help you thru but they can only do so much if you are not willing to do something for yourself. If you don't have a friend or they can't help then you need to go to a counselor or someone who can give you the tools to deal with life and also someone who can understand you and care.
It's up to you. YOU are responsible for you.
Heidu


Every path to a new understanding begins in confusion- Mason Cooley