It's looking like getting into a RTC isn't possible. At least not without going to the ER, being put through that hospital's ******** and then maybe, maybe getting into long-term treatment. All my psychiatrist office told me was, "If it's urgent, go to the ER. Otherwise we'll see you on the 18th." Gee, I feel so much better, thank you!

Haha, it's funny how when you need help and actually want it, it's just not there. I don't want to go through the ER because they'll dope me up, call it good and send me home with "precautionary measures". I don't need a band aid, damn it. I need help. But the system doesn't care, never has, never will. It's all just a broken mess of ********.