I want to post a lengthy post, but I don't have the time any more to be on here as much as I used to be... Grrrrrrr....... I cannot check the forums while I am at work during the day now.

Bottom line? I am suffering. I don't feel good about myself, I am struggling with my new job, I feel very insecure overall right now, I am 15 lbs. heavier than I usually am, and I am just having trouble all around. When I am around my friends lately, I am not my usual lighthearted, fun-loving self.

I am trying to use the "fake it til you make it" routine, but does that even work?