Well I don't know. I have all or none thinking (perhaps due to depression) and I have several abnormalities in my brain structure (based on my own analysis; I don't know what those are) which may be autism, so my social skills don't match up to my peers.

My peers are dating girls, riding friends' motorbikes (as large as 350cc bikes which weigh 200kg), staying outside all day and doing what teenagers do. I am a teenager too, but I am stuck at home with my crazy parents. The only way to change things is to get accepted into med school, but how am I supposed to do that, with so much fault in my neural system? And not only that, but an environment like this which triggers my depression and anxiety?