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Old Jul 12, 2018, 03:23 AM
Zararose Zararose is offline
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He says all the time that he loves me and he's said yes to wanting me in his future. I think I will wait and see what else (if anything) is said. I told him today about something that was bothering me and when it resolved it wad a relief.
I do feel like I was a stepping stone following his divorce in the beginning. I moved towns for him and worked while he studied and started a new career pathway. He hasn't said anything in the last few months or so and he seems happier. It often pops up when he's around family and friends.
I was distant and angry today.. He asked whether or not I would still love him if he went away for work. As always, when someone/something is vulnerable and needs help my caring/loving instinct is switched on so my angry mood melted away.
I know I have anxiety and depression so that makes working these things out difficult. I've been thinking of a career/job change too because my mental health isn't getting better. Medication doesn't help a lot.

ButI will give this another chance (I would feel bad if I left now when he's still looking for work) and maybe work on being happy within myself.
Any ideas? I'm struggling to socialise as im going further and further down.