Super stressed. I’ve got a huge bill from the ER which I shouldn’t have so I have to call and find out about that, and now unemployment is saying I never paid them back which I did and they took the money out of my account. So now I have to set aside half my day to call them. I’m getting no calls for interviews. I have to go to this temp agency to complete the application process which is in the city which makes me nervous. I hate everything about being unemployed at this point. It’s so stressful. And I have no money coming in so I can’t pay for ****. I hate my life at this point. It’s getting hard to see the good things.

I did get my oil changed ($70) and my inspection done. So at least I got something done today.

Sigh...I don’t do well under pressure. I definitely want a pack of real cigarettes but then when does it end? Then I’m just smoking again. That’s not helpful. Ugh. Fml.