Doing OK today. It was a long day. Hubby feel asleep on the couch and came to bed at 3 AM, and I couldn't get back to sleep after that. I'm out once my night meds take affect, but if something wakes me in the night, I have a hard time going back to sleep.

Saw the pdoc this morning. He made some med changes. We'll see. He'd not been too concenrned about my weight before but showed some interest in it though really it's been fluctuating the same numbers since I first started seeing him. But I did go for a job and very hot walk before my appointment this morning. I was probably a bit dehydrated. Really don't have any money or desire to start dealing with ED stuff again because it's exhausting and expensive. The only free thing is usually groups, and ED groups trigger me like nothing else.

Didn't have time for breakfast before my appointment, but I picked up a breakfast sandwich and mocha afterwards. Had to rush to the store, get some milk, a few groceries, picked up a couple of my prescriptions. Some of them are mail-order, some the insurance won't refill yet, and others the store had to order, so they will be in tomorrow.

Took my daughter to camp, finally had some time to relax and had luckily brought some food to munch on, giving me an adequate, if unconventional, lunch. Glad today was the last day of that camp, but she has another of these in 2 weeks, and this Sunday evening, one of her best friend's church is having vacation Bible school. I really hope my husband takes her to that because I am just flat worn out.

Good news though...I was FINALLY able to read more than 25 pages in a book and am now just over 100 pages in. I'm been having trouble reading and concentrating for forever, and it really sucks because I love to read. I don't know, it's part of me that I have always tied very strongly to my identity, so not being able to read, has sucked so much.