Thanks! People have said I have a way with words. I feel I've lost my creativity with that, though.

Exactly the opposite. I don't know what I want at all and I want help with deciding. I'm afraid that the therapist will see me as knowing. Or, on the opposite end, as not knowing and then proceed to walk all over me.

I have always just gotten by, just barely, and so I never got help. I guess I was also ignored too or overlooked.