Your original post is difficult to contrive its meaning. Do I understand then the context is you are asking if you can continue in a field of psychiatric academic study if your own mental health is known to your colleagues? I see you live in a different country and culture. How hard is it there to be open about your mental health in general? My answer would be that if this is something you can be open with amongst your peers then you should be able to be open about it with your academic ones too.