Maybe it's possible, I don't know. I felt presence of evil spirits in my room at night, sometimes it almost felt they held my hand, or like someone sat on my bed or tapped on my blanket. I also dreamed about "Evil" who looked like an ordinary person (no one I recognised from my real life).
I don't suffer from delusions or hallucinations. I do have trauma but I'm not diagnosed with any psychosis, no medication and I'm not paranoid or hypervigillant in my real life.
This is only connected to meditation and began when I started reading about chakras and got attuned into Reiki. Since then I developed a great anxiety about this kind of thing. And I just don't understand what's wrong with me because I'm supposed to benefit from this. I always get triggered almost like a mild flashback whenever I see a picture of aura or chakras or "universe" mentioned in a spiritual way... I get seriously scared.
Just to add, I wasn't brought up in a Christian family or environment. Fear of new age wasn't something I heard before these scary things happened to me. So it wasn't anything I was expecting or subconsciously afraid of when I began the practice.
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