For some reason, it just feel wrong to exist, as If I didn't have the right to do so.

Such a scum I am, to have dare to be alive.

I have done something horrible, and it was beeing born and staying in this world. I bring dispair and chaos by my own presence, though I cannot killmyself because it will create more chaos. I am condemned to bring pain to this world; I try it hard to cause the lesser pain possible, I try to be a good citizen: a good student, a good worker.

I am sorry for posting this.