I know, but I'm telling you you should hang in there. I feel your pain TLC, I do. In terms of say learning to ride a bike though, never mind your parents, you can teach yourself to ride the bike one day right? My brother didn't learn to drive a car until he was 24, and we were all cool with that. I was with him on his first lesson, haha, I'll never forget it...He did well actually. I know you have a lot on your mind, a lot of hurt, and rightfully so TLC, but trust me, things can change for the better. I've been there.

Yes, it's a funny old journey, life, full of heartaches and amazing times - times that you never thought would ever arrive, but they did, and you were happy for once in your life. Please don't lose the hope brother.