I just talked to my mom. I told her I was not feeling that great. That my meds haven't kicked in yet. She had a stomach flu and wasn't feeling good either.
She then calmed me up a minute after sobbing, saying how sorry she was that I was feeling this way, that she didn't know what to do to make me better, if I ever would feel better again.

I got emotional too and told her that I just want her to be there and listen. So I ended up comforting her.

But it hurts hearing how I affect her. She doesn't know what to do. Wish I could just get better and not cause so much pain and sadness