I'm a pro at putting on a front, people never k own exactly how I'm really feeling unless I tell them. This is problematic though by it leaves the door wide open for assumptions. I should add I don't do this consciously, by nature I'm not openly emotionally expressive unless there is a need.I'm feeling happy internally most of the time however by I do t walk around with a big smile and loud fits of laughter all the time it is assumed I'm sad or mad when I'm happy. Oh well better to keep em guessing than acting fake. I'm all about necessary and unnecessary, my internal dialogue intuitively tells me when to express and when it is unnecessary to react emotionally. Doent mean I'm not feeling anything, just means I don't feel like I have to emotionally react to it externally.