This is a whiny rant. But I dismiss that shame, it doesn’t belong to me. It never did.

I’m not optimistic about sharing anywhere, (I’m tired of all the abusers in the “health” service, uk .. I’ve been bitten so many times I’m surprised I haven’t died from their poison

staying silent would .... eventually ... oh whatever. I was determined to be “positive” today. I’m a “failure” ...

I’m tired of all the bad things and ******** in life :-(

Yes I know there is a lot of good.. it’s “unevenly” distributed

And please, no lectures. I have good reason to say this.

Feel free to ignore me.

I don’t even know why I’m bothering writing this.

If I could take some good peoples pain away and take it myself I would.

Just for the record, I’m a “good person” too...

And I’m not “beyond help” (thanks to the smart *** who said this.. very few

people actually know me...or bother to listen. Why would they...)

I wish I could exit this freakin world, things change yes... more sadness, more pain, more injustice

More fake judgmental people (Not anyone here)

What’s the point in being “strong” - bad things still happen

And of course I’ve been judged as “weak” by “superior beings”...I bow to their “wisdom” (not any online person...)

Life sucks