He's going to a conference next week to get CEU's apparently. He's taking off Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. We normally meet Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday. We're scheduled to meet Monday and Friday next week. One of the things I brought up in my letter this week was that I felt hurt and frustrated with him taking these days off when he had previously told me that he was going to be here to support me through the fire anniversary crap. He says he's glad I shared, but he also got really defensive about it today. He said something about cancelling all his other clients next week. When we originally scheduled for Friday he told me he was already going to be in the office (it's normally his day off). Now I'm wondering if he's only coming in for me. If so, I don't want to come. I'm also wondering if he cancelled his other Monday clients. I feel like he's resenting me right now. I thought it was supposed to be okay to talk about your feelings about the relationship. He says it's okay, but he's also getting very defensive from my perspective. I don't know what to do with all this. This is making me feel such hate for myself.