I had a nice day today. Had a “spa day” with my sister in law (we just got pedicures). It was fun and relaxing.

Had a bizarre dream last night that my husband came back and told me he was never dead, just in witness protection because of drugs. I had to choose between him and my new boyfriend. This is at least the second, if not third dream of this kind that I’ve had recently. I think it’s my subconscious way of reconciling my feelings of love for my husband vs my new feelings of love for my boyfriend.

I’m taking my son to see hotel Transylvania three tomorrow. Then on Sunday we’re going to go to my grandparents house. I’ve got nothing planned for next week though :-/ except to go to the temp agency and finish my application. My boyfriend starts a new job and won’t be available during the week anymore. I won’t see him again until next weekend. I’m sure I’ll get together with my SIL as long as I don’t get too depressed. I’m gonna try to put out more applications too.

My plan was to work in retail for awhile if I had to but I realized on Wednesday after walking around an amusement park for four hours that my back is too bad to allow me to stand for that amount of time. Maybe if I get injections and they work I might be able to but that doesn’t help me now.

I hate being unemployed.