Toni, the same thing happens to me too. Last spring I got a request to hire out some of my sheep to use as extras in a movie, and I was there on the movie set but they weren't using my sheep. There were camels there too and I helped with handling the camels. One morning I was doing fine, helped groom the camels and get them down to where they needed them, then after handing the camels over to the actors to shoot the scene, I just couldn't keep myself from crying my eyes out. I just suddenly felt useless. They had promised me they were going to use my sheep the next day, and they did, but I couldn't control how I felt in that moment even though I was so embarrassed and felt rediculous about not being able to control my emotions.
I didn't know that it wasn't just me that had that kind of experience, so I'm glad you shared your experience.
-Wendy
<font color=blue>Life is filled with tragedy; if you let it overwhelm you, you cannot enjoy life's innocent pleasures. -Robert Heinlein</font color=blue>
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