So yesterday was my 35th birthday. Most of the day I spent angry I was still alive. Then there was drama with whether or not to invite my nephew to my birthday dinner. So I told him not to come because I didn't want him to ever feel like his girlfriend isn't invited here. However it was going to cause issues. They're coming tomorrow for dinner and games. So we had my nephew's and niece and sister's over. We hung out, had mac & cheese and ice cream cake. All the little kids went home and we played red dragon inn, samurai sword, buzzword and space team. I'm not AS upset I'm alive but it sucks not being able to tell anyone birthday's aren't happy for me. Just put on a good face for everyone.

Now I have to make it to my niece's birthday. I'm running out of lamictal this weekend and my pharmacy couldn't fill it.