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Originally Posted by SalingerEsme
My T weathers this, and while he is weathering it I am thinking he is hurting me, he is scary, he is untrustworthy, he is indifferent. In better times, I think. . . my T is invested in me and wants me to flourish eventually.
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I get what you're saying. It sucks that sometimes you cant trust your own instinct! Therapists who can sit with people through that and be supportive without being pushy or frustrated are A++++.
I think in my case I still have this hope that she didn't hurt me on purpose or that sages trying to help...just that she didn't do it sensitively or something. It still might mean I can't go to her for therapy but it would matter to know if it was intentional