Thanks everyone. I am on the verge of dying and my mother's psychosis has reached its peak. She thinks my dad is having affair with the neighbor next door and she has successfully led my father to break doors in our house. Just now she yelled at the neighbors that "she" (I don't know her name, but that woman supposedly has an affair with my dad) "must come here whenever we [my dad and my mom] go outside."

My mom is really getting on everyone's nerve. My dad has sleep disorders. So she stresses him so he can die early (my theory) because marriage with him supposedly took her government job out of her hands. She made me disabled, she's making my sister disabled, she's trying to kill dad (who has his own list of neuroses) and she lies to everyone in our family, to get a better impression of herself in front of them.

I called my aunt today (I am alone at home) whose husband is a police officer. She told me she's coming. I hope things improve...

Little turtle, I would have ate healthy if my mother didn't overcook food. And I would have been physically fit if it weren't for my parents' psychosis. They -- I don't know why and how -- believe not sending children (I am gonna turn 18....) outside of college will somehow prevent them from "doing bad things", like hitting on girls and going outside with friends. So they expect me to crack every exam I give, not to mention be a class one officer despite my malformed brain.... how is that possible? As I have already told you need friends and outside contact to even stay alive... how am I going to be an independent adult, by writing answers on a piece of paper and attending lectures? My brain is far too malformed. I have given up the dream to be a doctor, it's simply not worth it anymore. I don't feel much pain now, I am just ill. I have sore throat and raspy voice.


Desiree2006, I am going to my internist tomorrow if my parents do not send me to college forcibly. I don't know why I, the victim, have more words of wisdom than the perpetrators.... India should criminalize marriage between relatives.... Child marriage has ended, people like my mom won't be born anymore -- unless satan himself intervenes -- but I don't think I'll ever see the same passion I have for medicine and saving lives in an even AIIMS doctor's eyes....

It's very hard to live like this you know. Not even by police relatives are doing anything except telling me to wait.