i feel so disgusting and dirty - am now unable to have sex anymore with out it triggering me - i had sex with my husband but after i felt disgusting and dirty my husband is now sleeping and dont know am feeling like this i didnt tell him i was triggered we just carried on i didnt say anything because he wanted it and i thought it would be ok too triggered as soon as we started and i just let him have his fun i dont matter really everyone uses me so whats the point saying anything - feel like a toy that everyone uses and thrown away after

i dont matter am nothing