For three weeks in May and June I went through many traumatic events at once. I already had C-PTSD, but now things are worse and I don’t meet my new therapist until next Thursday.

It’s been both easy and hard to hide how much the recent traumas have affected me. I have never wanted to talk about trauma before, but these experiences were different. I feel desperate to talk to someone about what happened to me.

Since being in the hospital, I have been dissociating a lot, sleeping a lot, I have gained weight, and I am just very depressed and alone. I used to engage in harmful behaviors and started to again today. I’ve been isolating, and the hospital gave me severe agoraphobia.

I just don’t know where to begin getting my life back on track.