Meh it's been a long hard week. My Dad has been picking fights with my Sister and I and my Sister fuels his rage in arguments. She just won't let go able will my Dad. Today this really upset my Mum who was crying. I stepped in and got shouted at for stepping in. I give up. All this fighting is re my parents joint retirement party and my Dad's refusal to invite family members. He was refusing to have balloons and banners and kids at his party wth!

My Mum fell yesterday in the house. It's her 2nd fall in the house since she got out the hospital 6 weeks ago. She really hurt herself. My Dad called the community alarm team and within 15 mins were at my parents house to assist my Mum. She's sore today might need to go to the doctors next week.

I'm doing ok quite emotional for some reason and very irritable at people. Feel I'm not worthy of friends and feel forgotten about in a sense.