After all, what is more important than your family? I don't want to hurt them.
Get yourself properly medicated I don't know how to do this as I don't/can't swallow pills. I can temporarily but suck at taking them long term. What if this is them working and I just suck as a human being? What if this isn't depression? What if this is my stable? It sounds so right to me. I wish I could just go in and tell the dr I need the abilify shot and dto lamictal 200 and see if that helps. I don't want an AD or pill formula because honestly I won't take them long enough. Even trying. I even suck at being a good patient.