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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom
After all, what is more important than your family? I don't want to hurt them.
Get yourself properly medicated I don't know how to do this as I don't/can't swallow pills. I can temporarily but suck at taking them long term. What if this is them working and I just suck as a human being? What if this isn't depression? What if this is my stable? It sounds so right to me. I wish I could just go in and tell the dr I need the abilify shot and dto lamictal 200 and see if that helps. I don't want an AD or pill formula because honestly I won't take them long enough. Even trying. I even suck at being a good patient.
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I am so sorry you are feeling so terrible. Whatever is going on, depression or something else, you seem like you are really struggling and I don't think that could be your stable. You shouldn't feel this bad. I have questioned if I am stable before in the middle of depression. I get having a hard time swallowing pills, as I struggle too, although I luckily can do small ones. It sounds like it is time to see your dr and tell them what you are thinking about needing a med change.
