Remember that you are the patient. Technically the pnurse is actually working for you and your mental health. That is why they are there in the first place. This is what they are getting paid to do. Hold them accountable. Be demanding if you have to. I am sure they have dealt with worse. Probably much worse. They can handle it. I do have to admit here that this can be difficult for me to do. Still, you have to try something here.

You will get there. I think calling your pharmacy is a good start.

BTW I must be starting to feel better since I have the energy to talk like this to you. I have also been very depressed for a couple months now. Not anything like you. But still difficult for me.