Thanks for all the advice..it's helping me build up the courage to tell my parents I need help..it's just really hard for me to admit I have a problem and it's hard for me to realize that I have a problem. I'm so scared that if I tell my parents they'll absoultly freak or just not deal with it like they have in the past with other things. Heck how do you go up to your parents and tell them that you dealing with something like this???