But it was ME who left Fred not the other way around. It's ok I get you were only trying to help by reading the listings in the paper where people posted adverts for pets that were for sale. You didn't know my back story or how deep I was in it. You don't need to say sorry. I saw Fred going to the pub on his own. I needed more time. And my family wanted clear of me. I had WAY bigger fish to fry than my social life. I needed to go back into rehab and sort out my head first. I was so lost. For six years I was a shadow of my formal self.

I said I couldn't wait to get away from this circus. The clients and other staff thought that you were/are very well suited to that job, I agree. I met some very dedicated people in such an important and under appreciated line of work. I told some new people on your team that you knew your stuff when you were the go to person to phone for the sheltered living accommodation.