The guilt of not studying is kinda getting to me already though. I've already had 7 days off. But where I am right now I can't concentrate properly. I know I know I'll have to start by the 25th though.

I'm skipping my session with R tomorrow- it's kinda hard to fix a rupture if you're not there but I personally just don't want to see him. I thought I would be a crying mess but surprisingly I'm not.