You've got to see the OP's other thread. His problem is not about finding a suitable job, but his inability to keep his job due to depression or anxiety.

As for OP... to be honest I don't know what to suggest. I just want to say that you still have precious things to focus on. Try to figure it out and focus on that. Also, take some advice in here.

I hope you feel beter and fin another job soon. Sorry i cant help much.