I had an energy drink, and an iced coffee less then an hour apart. The anxiety wasn’t really there this morning. Even with all that caffeine. It was kind of bad tonight. I read something disturbing, and then google imaged it. I don’t know why I do that kind of stuff. I ended up taking an Ativan around 7. Dr. Would flip a switch if he found out I drink loads of caffeine and then take a benzo to calm my anxiety. Would this be considered abusing the drug?

I’m pretty sure I just have prevacation blues. Just a couple more weeks.